Rachel's Ramblings: Decisions Decisions

So i've figured out that i'm not very good at making decisions. matter of fact i'm terrible at it. 1. i'm always afraid i'm going to make the wrong choice, 2. i don't want to let anyone down, and 3. i want to do the right thing and pick the best option oh yeah and 4. make sure i'm obeying God. haha not a big one at all right.

so what is it that i had to decide? well lets see i could go to Miracle Camp again or stay home in this good ol' little town. i felt like maybe this summer i should stay home and make some money and be around for all the family stuff that is going to be taking place, it seemed like the more logical decision right. but then there was Camp. Obviously one of the best places in the world, but it was still tough weighing the pros and cons. I'm gonna be honest i really wanted to stay home and work and be able to hang out with people here an make some good money. So when Jason called and asked what i had decided about camp i said no. big mistake b/c it did not feel right. i couldn't call the park district and commit to anything. oh so of course i just happened to be going up to camp to spend my spring break with my lovely friends there. It doesn't help making the decision not to work there and then go up there right away. what was i thinking? through conversations with my wise friends, i really realized that God wanted me at camp. Sure its not the most logical or economically wise decision but i know its what He wants me to be doing.

Good thing they had one spot at a lifeguard open. so sign me up! all this to say sometimes God doesn't make everything all that clear all the time. I feel at peace with my decision and have learned an amazing lesson. Hopefully next time i need to make a decision God can make it more clear before i look like a fool changing my mind. haha typical woman right!? so b/c i didn't post any pics from last summer here are a few.

lifeguard family. mom and dad in the middle with all the kids :D